engaged.
04 Aug 2010 Leave a Comment
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“Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Those that truly love, have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom have fallen from their branches, they find that they are one tree and not two.”
Louis de Bernieres
A rock is never just a rock.
30 Jul 2010 Leave a Comment
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“Rocks are records of events that took place at the time they formed. They are books. They have a different vocabulary, a different alphabet, but you learn how to read them.”
-John McPhee
I love rocks. As a kid, used to bring pockets full of rocks home to my mom. Studied rocks in college. Made jewelry with pretty rocks. Now I am back to hunting them and collecting them and attending the Rock & Gem show in Quartzsite, AZ. Justin and I road tripped to Quartzsite last year and I LOVED it! Justin wasn’t too thrilled about wandering aimlessly for hours staring at and feeling rocks. But he was starting to feel sick at the time. 
I can’t wait to go this year and hope some of my girl friends might join me.
“I don’t think the land needs me at all, but I do need it.”
29 Jul 2010 Leave a Comment
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Andy Goldsworthy
I love you a little more today than yesterday.
28 Jul 2010 Leave a Comment
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El Alfarero- Pablo Neruda Todo tu cuerpo tiene Cuando subo la mano Tus rodillas, tus senos
The Potter – translated Your whole body holds When I let my hand climb, Your knees, your breasts, —Translated and © Mark Eisner 2004, from City Lights’ The Essential Neruda photo source unknown |
Dear Lover: My Delight and Thy Delight
15 Jun 2010 1 Comment
in Me, Soul Tags: Robert Bridges
My delight and thy delight
Walking, like two angels white,
In the gardens of the night:
My desire and thy desire
Twining to a tongue of fire,
Leaping live, and laughing higher:
Thro’ the everlasting strife
In the mystery of life.
Love, from whom the world begun,
Hath the secret of the sun.
Love can tell, and love alone,
Whence the million stars were strewn,
Why each atom knows its own,
How, in spite of woe and death,
Gay is life, and sweet is breath:
This he taught us, this we knew,
Happy in his science true,
Hand in hand as we stood
‘Neath the shadows of the wood,
Heart to heart as we lay
In the dawning of the day.
Robert Bridges
Dreaming
11 May 2010 Leave a Comment
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Irwin and Owls
Irwin is a penguin I met in a dream last week. In my dream, this penguin named Irwin jumps into my arms whenever I call his name. He’s black of course, but with white “brushstroke” spots. The main part of my dream was this bird and the calming effect it had on me in the dream. I woke up wanting a pet penguin. So weird.
I have never been big on penguins. They’re cute and cool to watch but they’ve never been anywhere near the top of the list of my favorite animals. I also usually shy away from penguin printed merchandise around the holiday season. Too corny.
Since the dream I have become aware of their presence in my surroundings or in just a fleeting thought. A couple of days ago I came across a penguin cake and penguin decorated cupcakes at Wholefoods. I had to get a cupcake for lunch.
The reason this penguin presence is significant to me is because of my unusual connection with owls in the last 2 years. I saw them EVERYWHERE. And I’m not just talking about the ones you see at Forever 21 on jewelry and clothes. I’m talking about close encounters with them. Having them fly over my car. Stumbling across a burrowing owl den in the sand dunes of Monterey. Seeing them on sitting on lamp posts at night. And the craziest one was when the loud screeching of a hawk had me ducking down and looking up into the Coast Live Oak tree above me to see both a hawk and an owl sitting on the closest branches to me and my girlfriend Lindsey. They were sitting within arms reach of each other! Amazing! Two birds of prey sitting side by side in a tree during the day talking to each other and watching us!
So of course I had to research the meaning behind these owl encounters. I drew my power totem cards and the first card I drew (to the east) was the owl! The animal in the east guides me to my greatest spiritual challenges and guards me while on the path of illumination. The owl has the power of illumination and has these characteristics:
- The owl as power animal perceives truths that are veiled to many, thanks to its silent flight at night.
- An owl spirit guide is skilled in detecting untruths, thanks to its acute hearing which detects what others do not.
- The legendary intelligence of the owl is indeed a characteristic of the totem owl. A shaman with an owl spirit guide is an old soul with much wisdom thanks to this maturity.
- Thanks to its silent flight the owl power animal knows when to speak and when to keep its peace.
- The owl is a skilled hunter thanks to its great local knowledge. On a shamanic journey the owl spirit guide serves the Shaman with its detailed knowledge of the spiritual realms.
Those of you who were there to witness my struggles and uncertainties of my future and my relationship at the time can understand why the owl would be attracted to me. And it actually helped! When I was unsure of what my next step would be the owl would come to mind and remind me to “read between the lines” or try to see the bigger picture. The lesson has stuck with me since and I try to pass it on to those closest to me.
There are 9 cards in total you draw. I don’t know the rest of them by heart.
An owl friend at Devil's Punchbowl in Pearblossom, CA
A New Tradition. Chanukah with the Kammans
10 Dec 2009 1 Comment
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My friends and I celebrating Chanukah in 2008.
I look foward to the celebration this year just days away! I love you all so much! Thank you for being such wonderful and encouraging friends. My life wouldn’t be the same without you guys. <3
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Chanukah 09 was a blast!
My new toy!
07 Dec 2009 1 Comment
For my birthday I received an Amazon Kindle. Its awesome. Not only does it save me from buying more books and waiting for the library to get books in (El Toro Library is pretty tiny), with a touch of a button I can buy/download books instantly. No need to wait or search. I love it. Reading poetry on my kindle is just not the same as reading it from a book. I’ll definitely be sticking to my real, paper books for that. 
Avocado Season has ARRIVED in Lake Forest!
07 Oct 2009 Leave a Comment
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Our avocados are finally ready to be harvested! This is just one of the reasons for my favorite time of the year.
We currently have 2 large and fertile avocado trees, Mrs. Hass and Mr. Mexicola, in our yard and several 2-4 ft seedlings scattered around. Mr. Mexicola is packed full of shiny black avocados! Sadly, due to some aggressive landscaping last year, Mrs. Hass suffered some root damage and struggled over the winter. As a result, she took a break this year and only has a handful of avocados . In fact, looking for the few fruit she does have is like looking for a white balloon in the sky. Sometimes you catch a glimpse and then its gone, not knowing if what you saw a second ago really was an avocado or a leaf.
I am confident that come next season Mrs. Hass will be back and stronger than ever.
Leslie is getting MARRIED!
02 Oct 2009 2 Comments
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My BFF Leslie is marrying the love of her life this coming weekend! She is one of the sweetest and most caring souls I’ve had the pleasure of connecting with! I love her with all my heart and know that she will be well taken care of and loved for the rest of her life! Felicitaciones Leslie and Casey!
Love,
B
